Alakazam

Yep, that's what I am going to do. I can't take any more of this crap. I need to seize this year as my own and make the very best out of it. And I think I have had a decent start. It's not been the best start, but still not the worst. I quit my job, but that gives me more time for school things and social stuff. Because I really want to be a social person again. It feels like I lost so much when I moved from Gothenburg to Örebro and then back again. Even though I only lived in Örebro for three years, and still went back to Gothenburg every chance I got, it wasn't the same when I came back. Many of my friends lived on their own and h

My life is pretty crappy right now. Broke up with Kim, after 7,5 years. Got a job, which I'm quitting, because of stress. Got a but-load of homework that I haven't done, because of stress. Got a bunch of neglected friends I haven't seen for ages, because of stress. And right now I should be getting ready for work, but I'm not. Instead I'm watching/listening to another round of That 70's Show. Because of stress. But it's alright. Because Christmas is just around the corner, bringing me more stress. Not panicking. At least not now. Before, yes, but not now. Now I focus on breathing...

I was going over to my cat to pat him when I smelled something burn. I went outside on the balcony and saw smoke coming from my neighbour's balcony. And when I went to get a closer look I saw that my neighbour was burning something. So I called 112 (or 911 if you will). They said it probably wasn't a problem, that I should call my landlord and tell them what was happening. My landlord told me they couldn't do anything but to take a note of the event, and if it would continue to burn, I would have to call 112 again (because when I went outside to check again, the fire had ceased). But after a while I went to check on it again, and then I saw t